I miss you so much, but my ego would not let me speak it. I miss having you in my arms. I miss being able to say a thousand "love you's". I miss seeing you smile.
It's too early to sleep. I know that sleep will not come easy for me. Not even hours from now.
My head is spinning. My mind wandering off into my memories of you. And trying to dig up small memories of baby Belle...however small it may be.
I close my eyes, wishing that this is just a dream. But it hurts too much. Not even nightmares hurt this much.
Everywhere I look I see your face. God, you look so beautiful.
I miss you, mommy princess.
Good nite Belle, daddy misses you so much.
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